"Emancipate yourself from mental salvery, non but ourselves can free our mind" -Bob Marley

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Bathroom Experiences

All of this happened in one day:

Bathroom Experience #1:
I go in the stall sit down and I feel myself going too low. Then I realize that the seat was up... At Least My butt didn't get wet. lol

Bathroom Experience #2 :
I walk in the bathroom, go in the stall and do my thang (#1). Then I hear someone come in. Then I flush walk out the stall to wassh my hands. Then as I get out the stall a lady walks in and is about to go into this stall but someone was standing there with the door open. So I'm like okay they must be blowing there nose or something. Then I hear you know some sprays or tinkles and I'm like that lady couldn't already have her skirt and stuff off already. So I look at the person in the stall and realize it's a man. And so... as I look and dry my hands I think he notices that he's in the wrong place and we can kind of make eye contact and I make an ill ass Yeaaaaahhhh face. lol

(and of course this reminds me of Drew) lol

Bathroom Experience #3:
I walk into the bathroom and go in the stall take a whiff and I was likr DAAAAAYUMMM! someone is lighting the handicap stall up like no tomorrow! So i do my thang in another stall. lol

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Happy Birthday

So my birthday is right around the corner.
Supposed to be going to the beach. I don't know if I'm even really that excited to go. I don;t really like the beach. It is calming though... like when Davreen, Nessy and I went to Ocean City last year it was so relaxing to just sit on the beach as the sun rose and stand on the rocks in the middle of the ocean (making sure I didn't slip)
I was like I was at peace.
Welll.... I kinda need that right now. My mom is leaving for Iraq and Afghanistan on the 25th and won't be here for my birthday. It'll be there first time she's been away from me on my birthday. It kinda scares me... well it does. I worry alot. Like something could go wrong. She doesn't know how to shoot well. I can see the stress on her face as the 25th gets closer and closer. And it scares me.
I don;t think I'll even be able to enjoy my birthday not really knowing that she's okay.

So yeahh... this should be just about the worst birthday ever

Friday, June 13, 2008

Fantasize

TGIF!!
I was so bored at work today. I was all alone in my lil section or whatever. For some reason I started singing fantasize by floetry. It was so random but I really


Yeah I fantasize sometimes... (not sexually) (not all the time) but of just how great the future is going to be, being able to share my thoughts, experiences and more with that one person who is like no other.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

I'm That Girl :-)

So this has been quite an interesting week. I should've wrote this on saturday but I was kind of tired.
Someone wore his lucky socks and got lucky...
(But it wasn't really the socks I think it was just something that was going to happen eventually)
So today I decided to change my relationship status on facebook (to in a relationship) I only did it because on of my friends yesterday was like "Girrrrrl It's not official until it's on facebook" and of course I was like "it's official with or without facebook ... plus I'm not used to saying he's my boyfriend" The title is sort of intimidating to me. I guess because I've never had a REAL REAL relationship. It just all seemed surreal to me. Like Yo AM I DREAMING?? (that's what I said to myself thursday night) But nope I'm not dreaming. It's for real.

But yeah so I put the joint up.
Comment from one of my closest friends... yeah I had some explaining to do.
We talked... I love talking to her. She just assures me that everything is going to be right and just made me feel happy about the situation that I'm in. Well not situation, "relationship"
Then I got other comments that are exactly why I didn't want to put it up (not EXACTLY my reason is confined to just this one reason but chyeah) you know like those nosy comments and shit.

Ohh I downloaded the Wale mixtape today...
it's good (of course) I really like remake of a remake. I'm putting it in my girlie ass playlist which consists of
1.Subistute Love- Estelle
2.I need You bad- Jazmine Sullivan
3.Say Goodbye to Love- kenna ft Lupe aka my husband when i fall asleep
4.the sweetest thing- lauryn hill
5. hurt again- Mary J Blige

btw Nothing Even Matters is going to be my Wedding Song.
Corinne would say "CJ you're such a girl!" (and make this ill ass face of disgust)