I was waiting for her to start screaming... lol
Friday, August 15, 2008
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
Quote of The Day
"Open your fucking minds. Open your minds. Be accepting of different people and let people be who they are. You know how many people came to me calling me gay cause I wear my jeans the fresh way? Or because I said hey, dude, how you gonna say 'fag' right in front of a gay dude's face and act like that's ok. That shit is disrespectful. Coming from Chicago, where if you saw somebody that was gay you were supppoed to stay ten feet away. It should be time to break out of the intuitions that I was sayin', the steretypes, or the fear, the backlash that I would get if you don't believe in what I believe in, acceptin' people for who they are...they're very talented and if they do something special in the world and they're discriminated. I've flown across the world y'all, and I've come back here to tell you — open your minds and live a happier life..."-Kanye West
Sunday, August 10, 2008
The First Angry Women Song (That I know of)
This song (What About) has so much emotion in it. It just makes me wan to cry and kill a nigga. lol. This concert was probably amazing because the Velvet Rope is just an over all good CD. I remember making my dad or mom play together again multiple times and I'd look out the window into the stars as we drove whereever we were driving that night. Memories.
Some of the Goodness:
Great... Not So Great... Wack
FRIDAY:
Soo my weekend started off GREAAT! I woke up... I got some french toast, eggs and bacon with some OJ. The weather was on point. Chilled Out. Went to the gym. Then as Im having a good workout... (good workout= I don't feel like I'm dying as I'm working out) then I'm like I should go to south street today and get a piercing and buy some shoes. So I cut my workout a lil short and went bac showered and Threw on my Barack Obama Shirt. Went to 7-11 got a V-8, strawberry yogurt and some tokens to get on the train. I was feeling nice. Then I was on my way to south street. So I'm walking, hot as hell and some man stops me and asks me stuff about Obama and if I can help out and what not. At first I'm like no I'm in school and I'm about to get a job. Then I was like you know what let me contribute to helping get this man in office so I was like okay let me fill out some papers. SO maybe I'll be one of those people around campus trying to get Barack elected. Then I go on about my business walking and someone else stops me some guy from PennEnvironment. So then he's all telling me the figures and facts of PA pollution (something like PA has the 3 largest amount of pollution or something) idk. Then I was all trying to get him to tell me his point. So then he was trying to make me fill something out and I was like is it Free?? and he was like of course not we're a not for profit. That's when I was like peace! So then I go and get my tragus pierced. It didn't hurt at all. It was just like Pop! (You know from the cartlige.) So then I go to barefeet to go but some shoes. (I was feeling extra good) When I first walked in I saw some Jessica Simpson black patent leather peeptoes. I was like ohh these are cute. Tried em on. Got em. Spent too much money on em. But Like I said I was feeling it. SO then I'm walking back to the subway and I'm like lemme see if Redd is working. And she wass so I said hi. Then I go about my business and go back to whitehall and put my stuff down. Go eat at the SAC. Then I was like lemme just take a walk to the rite aid near cecil b. So I go and get my baking soda, say hi to tuanlay and get a shampoo comb from the hair store over there. I was just in the best mood and no one could bring me down not even a text from a past fling. So then I go back to Whitehall and watch the openning cermony for the olympics which had so much going on. It should definitely be a movie or something. So then I'm just chillen and then I'm like ohh shit it's kinda late then Redd hit's me up and it's time to go. We partied. Had fun. Lots and Lots of Fun. Few guys talked to us (Sorry taken) <-- that was the response from Redd and I. Peed alot. Like went to the bathroom 3 times with Redd and tuanlay in the bathroom with me. Handed out flyers. Got a ride back with Brandy and we all got sandwiches from wawa. Then was knocked out by 4.
SATURDAY:
Woke up. Yay! Saturday's finally here! Time for experimentation. So I got my stuff ready in the bathroom to wash my hair. Go in the Bathroom make my concotion of baking soda and warm water ( 1 tbs and 1 cup of warm water). Get in the Shower wash first than the excitement tookover so I start washing with the solution. Rinse it out. Step out the shower. Put my organics hair mayonaise in my hair then put my cheap ass conditioning cap on. (I say cheap cuz it seemed like some aluminum foil with a rubber band around it.) Wash it ouut about 30 minutes later. Blowdried it. Felt good. The excitement from the night before was still in me. Walk to 7-11 got soem cookie crisps and some yogurt and a v-8. Leila hit me up... went back got dressed she came over and used my internet. Then we walked to UPS and chilled at her house then went to the block party. Which was all right. Wish I knew more people. Got really really tired around 8:30 got some temple star and took my ass to bed. And had some weird dreams.
SUNDAY:
Did homework. Felt lazy. It rained. Tried to Study... went to 7-11 before studying cuz I was cold and wanted something to warm me up and some apples. Went to the library realized it closed at 5. BLOWER! Ate some nasty ass chicken and pasta. Went back to my room. Watched meet the browns which isn't very entertaining. BUT I did find my dad's old Velvet Rope CD. And I've always been a Janet fan since this CD. I guess my dad put me on. Now I'm listening to that and writing this long ass post.
Soo my weekend started off GREAAT! I woke up... I got some french toast, eggs and bacon with some OJ. The weather was on point. Chilled Out. Went to the gym. Then as Im having a good workout... (good workout= I don't feel like I'm dying as I'm working out) then I'm like I should go to south street today and get a piercing and buy some shoes. So I cut my workout a lil short and went bac showered and Threw on my Barack Obama Shirt. Went to 7-11 got a V-8, strawberry yogurt and some tokens to get on the train. I was feeling nice. Then I was on my way to south street. So I'm walking, hot as hell and some man stops me and asks me stuff about Obama and if I can help out and what not. At first I'm like no I'm in school and I'm about to get a job. Then I was like you know what let me contribute to helping get this man in office so I was like okay let me fill out some papers. SO maybe I'll be one of those people around campus trying to get Barack elected. Then I go on about my business walking and someone else stops me some guy from PennEnvironment. So then he's all telling me the figures and facts of PA pollution (something like PA has the 3 largest amount of pollution or something) idk. Then I was all trying to get him to tell me his point. So then he was trying to make me fill something out and I was like is it Free?? and he was like of course not we're a not for profit. That's when I was like peace! So then I go and get my tragus pierced. It didn't hurt at all. It was just like Pop! (You know from the cartlige.) So then I go to barefeet to go but some shoes. (I was feeling extra good) When I first walked in I saw some Jessica Simpson black patent leather peeptoes. I was like ohh these are cute. Tried em on. Got em. Spent too much money on em. But Like I said I was feeling it. SO then I'm walking back to the subway and I'm like lemme see if Redd is working. And she wass so I said hi. Then I go about my business and go back to whitehall and put my stuff down. Go eat at the SAC. Then I was like lemme just take a walk to the rite aid near cecil b. So I go and get my baking soda, say hi to tuanlay and get a shampoo comb from the hair store over there. I was just in the best mood and no one could bring me down not even a text from a past fling. So then I go back to Whitehall and watch the openning cermony for the olympics which had so much going on. It should definitely be a movie or something. So then I'm just chillen and then I'm like ohh shit it's kinda late then Redd hit's me up and it's time to go. We partied. Had fun. Lots and Lots of Fun. Few guys talked to us (Sorry taken) <-- that was the response from Redd and I. Peed alot. Like went to the bathroom 3 times with Redd and tuanlay in the bathroom with me. Handed out flyers. Got a ride back with Brandy and we all got sandwiches from wawa. Then was knocked out by 4.
SATURDAY:
Woke up. Yay! Saturday's finally here! Time for experimentation. So I got my stuff ready in the bathroom to wash my hair. Go in the Bathroom make my concotion of baking soda and warm water ( 1 tbs and 1 cup of warm water). Get in the Shower wash first than the excitement tookover so I start washing with the solution. Rinse it out. Step out the shower. Put my organics hair mayonaise in my hair then put my cheap ass conditioning cap on. (I say cheap cuz it seemed like some aluminum foil with a rubber band around it.) Wash it ouut about 30 minutes later. Blowdried it. Felt good. The excitement from the night before was still in me. Walk to 7-11 got soem cookie crisps and some yogurt and a v-8. Leila hit me up... went back got dressed she came over and used my internet. Then we walked to UPS and chilled at her house then went to the block party. Which was all right. Wish I knew more people. Got really really tired around 8:30 got some temple star and took my ass to bed. And had some weird dreams.
SUNDAY:
Did homework. Felt lazy. It rained. Tried to Study... went to 7-11 before studying cuz I was cold and wanted something to warm me up and some apples. Went to the library realized it closed at 5. BLOWER! Ate some nasty ass chicken and pasta. Went back to my room. Watched meet the browns which isn't very entertaining. BUT I did find my dad's old Velvet Rope CD. And I've always been a Janet fan since this CD. I guess my dad put me on. Now I'm listening to that and writing this long ass post.
Friday, August 8, 2008
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
HappY Birthday Andrew Andrew BAbandrew FannananaFandrew ANDREW!! aka Happy Birthday Andrew Part II
As... the day comes to an end I want to say happy birthday to you (Mr. Andrew Owusu Somoah) again. And Let you Know I Love you sooooo much. I hope you'll find some good in today. I sure do... cuz I am truly thankful to have you in my life. (I'd say one of those other cheesy lines right now but I'd rather not)
But I promise you When I get home I'm going to
1. Make You A SCRUMPTOUSChocolate Cake
2. Let you get in a HIGHSPEED chase with me being the cop and you being the robber. Lol (I thought that was funny I don't know about you!)
3. And Of Course Give You Lots and Lots of KISSES!!!
But I promise you When I get home I'm going to
2. Let you get in a HIGHSPEED chase with me being the cop and you being the robber. Lol (I thought that was funny I don't know about you!)
3. And Of Course Give You Lots and Lots of KISSES!!!
WAHOOOO! Andrew's turning TWENTY!!!
Hope your day is SPECTACULAR and filled with loads and loads of fun. I Love you!
Hugs and Kisses
Love,
Ceejay
Sunday, August 3, 2008
To All The Boys I've Loved Before
One of My favorite poems. Speaks the truth of life and I can relate to the first part on unimaginable levels. She speaks the truth for many women.
part 1:
we are not your mothers
you have been weaned from the breast of a woman for years
yet you come to us
wounded
and half filled with promises
you can only keep half the time
trying to suckle our sense of self dry
we have become much too accustomed to empty beds and damp pillows
become much too accustomed
to waiting for our empty beds to be weighted down
with the bodies of men
heavy with the scent and the hands of other women
and we
simply wanting to be loved and to love ourselves unconditionally
simply wanting the truth of whether you can really love us or not
play Hester Prin
place scarlet letters on our chests
become adulteresses
cheating ourselves out of what we truly deserve
willing to settle for less
willing to act like a little less than a goddess
willing to sleep with the enemy
men too scared to stop acting like boys
thinking we can love away their scars
so we take the lashes of the insecurities that they pour on us
and lick our wounds in quiet mourning
for the little girls we loose by the minute.
part 2:
you said you had a photographic memory
but apparently
you forgot that honesty begins by being real with yourself
and the ones you claim you love
the truth cannot be hidden
what's clouded in darkness will always come to light, my love
you should have known that
claiming you saw my light so clearly and brightly
i guess shit happens
i just wish it wasn't me
and I guess it's so much better to have loved and lost
then to never have loved at all
i know that's some easy shit to say
but I'm still going to try and live by it
i'm still going to put my faith to rest in it
i will sleep on dry pillows now
in a bed big enough to love myself in
i will awake these coming mornings with my eyes dry
and shining full of the knowledge
i am priceless
and worth nothing but honesty
i will remove the scarlet letter from my chest
and take the hand of the little girl I used to be
and say I'm sorry to her
i'm sorry for cheating you out of the joy you have always deserved
and I will wait
for a man to come along
that can give me the truth
of how much he can really love me
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